Creations and Contemplations
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
More Good Days and Less Bad Days
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
4 Months Down, A Lifetime To Go
Today marks 4 months married to Zack. As a newlywed, I sometimes feel naive about the true trials of love. My life has taught me how to love when a person's actions are breaking your heart. God has taught me how to always be in a state of forgiveness. For me, love and forgiveness seem to go hand in hand. We see it in the Bible, God loved us so much that he sent his only son to die on a cross to forgive us of our sins. Romans 5:8 says it like this, "but God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us." We didn't deserve it- we don't do anything to earn it. "for it is by grace you have been saved, through faith- and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God." Ephesians 2:8
My marriage teaches me things about love and forgiveness every day. Some mornings I'd like to be selfish and sleep in when Zack is getting ready for work. However, the few minutes we have over a hastily prepared breakfast makes that extra hour of sleep worthless. Whether the evenings are spent watching a movie, enjoying a game of scrabble, or each reading a book, there is nothing better than simply being together. Lazy man recliners are not made for time with a spouse. Get a couch and cuddle. Forgiving a spouse isn't ever a first reaction. Its easiest to react in anger, disappointment, or sadness. However, the freedom found in forgiveness, the freedom found after choosing to let a transgression go, is great. I'm very thankful that Zack and I haven't had too much to forgive each other for yet in our marriage. However I do believe that God will always provide us with the strength and ability to forgive each other and all others in our lives as long as we ask and rely on Him alone.
I may be naive when it comes to love, but I know what God promises. I am excited about remaining in a state of playful and blissful romance with Zack. Yes, temptation will come. Yes, trials will come. However, my hope is in the Lord. I will pray for my husband and know that he does the same for me. I will pray for the marriages of those I love. Love isn't easy- I know that. However, I believe that you can make it easier if you both serve one another. Make time for one another. Enjoy each other. I believe that those are the moments that will get you through anything.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Identity Crisis
Who I used to be and who I want to be are 2 completely defined people. It is this person in the middle that is losing me.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Saying "I Do" as Creatively as I Could
The Wedding Party after the Ceremony
Sign Our Quilt
For those of you who are not UGA Dawg fans, the Georgia chant or call of the dawgs is "Go Dawgs! Sic 'em! Woof, woof, woof!" As we were walking out of the reception, we were surprised by our friends chanting a rousing rendition yelling "Go Tuckers! Get Some! Woof, woof woof!" While slightly embarrassing and insinuating a little much for good classy taste, it was such a funny surprise and the perfect way to walk out to our mini honey-moon :)
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Oh Athens.
Its funny how such a seemingly small decision can change so much.
On a cold January day, I walked into the local knitting shop. Situated in a cozy red barn out in Watkinsville about 15 minutes from the UGA campus, I have no idea why it took so long to become a solace for me. I would venture in two or three times a year for a splurge I couldn’t afford. An hour later I would wander out feeling anything but thrifty, yet still exceptionally happy. Being a natural fiber snob did not fit into my college budget, and I was perfectly content with my acryl-ick. However, one January day I was feeling bold. I wandered in on a mission. I wanted to teach knitting. I had the skills. I knew I had the ability to teach. I loved all things knitting. I knew I could do it as long as the shop could give me the chance.
I wandered in Main Street Yarns and shopped for a while. Really, I was just working up some courage. I purchased my one skein of Sublime Cashmere Merino Silk and gave my spiel. “I’m a student over at UGA. I want to teach knitting. I have been knitting for 6 years and simply love it. I started and currently run the UGA knitting club, and I just want another way to share my love of the craft.” I had no idea what I was getting myself into.
A few weeks later, I met Lilah, the instructor who I was ‘replacing’ for lack of a better term. In reality, I could never in one million trillion years replace Lilah in any way shape or form. But that is beside the point. I trained and taught with Lilah in a completely booked knitting 101, and I loved every single second of it. I knew I could be good at this. I knew I could bring in money doing something that I loved.
Never did I imagine that I would be teaching knitting classes twice a week. Never did I think that I would be working the floor at a local knitting shop, talking to people about yarns and fibers. Never did I think that I would walk into SAFF and swoon over giant fluffy angora bunnies just because of their fur. Never did I think that I would have such ties established just because of a job, because of a knitting shop.
I am leaving Athens in a month and a half. I am so incredibly excited for the next part of my life: being the wife of Zack Tucker; I’ve found the person whom my soul loves(thanks for the wording, Song of Solomon) However, tears fill my eyes when I think about leaving Athens.
Athens is more than my college town. Sure, I’ve gone to school here, but it is so much more than that. I have my friends from classes and job on campus. I started the UGA Knitwits and love having a life on campus beyond just academics. I will leave UGA with lots of friends, my degree, and a decent GPA. But Athens has become so much more than that. I have a church family made up of friends my age as well as local families- they are all family away from my real family. I have my knitting community- people that I have had in classes, people that are simply acquaintances at Main Street, people who inspire and motivate me. And then I have Grace and Finn, two kids I babysit weekly, kids of the fabulous Lilah actually, kids that have come to mean so much to me. Grace and her spunk and independence and Finn with his climbing everything. I never imagined that walking into Main Street would lead strong ties to Athens. I just liked knitting and yarn.
However, now I am moving over an hour away in a month and a half. I have been blessed with such amazing friendships and families here. I have been touched by so many and learned so much. I’ve never really had to say goodbye to a home. I moved away from home when I came to school, but I always have a place to return- my parents are there, my family is there, I can go anytime I want. But Athens has become a home, and saying goodbye is going to plain suck. But on the positive side, I am going to make the most of the next month and a half. I am going to enjoy my teaching at Main Street and spend my paychecks on wonderful, natural yarn. I am going to snuggle with Grace and Finn and make sure I get all the loud giggles and smiles I can. I am going to enjoy each worship service at Beech Haven and Sunday school class I have left. And I am sure to take you up on a coffee or meal at any local coffee house or restaurant at any chance I get.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Wait, an update?
I used to be so good with blogging semi-regularly and now I really have no idea what happened. It’s not like I haven’t had anything to write about. I have been up to all sorts of fibery goodness recently—I just haven’t been updating.
So what have I been up to? Well, I jumped off the selling stuff ship since winter. Short story: knitting shouldn’t be stressful, and it shouldn’t be a race. Ironically, I’ve only been knitting more. I am feeling more inspired and more adventurous. The pressure is taken off and now I am just knitting for myself and those that I really love.
I’ve never really considered myself an adventurous knitter. I might have been adventurous when I first started knitting. However, at some point I became comfortable and stopped learning and trying out new techniques or project types or anything. Recently, I’ve come to believe that my creativity and inspiration are linked to how much appreciation I have for the recipient of my knitting. I’ve found that I only want to knit with the nicest yarns and knit up the prettiest things, all just so I can keep them. Hence the Ishbel shawl knitted out of bamboo silk pictured in this post.
For a long time, I was anything but selfish. Knitting included, I rarely did anything for myself. Well, for some reason, all that has changed in the past few months. I have been pouring into myself and spoiling myself like never before! Maybe it’s my age? Maybe it’s my stage in life? Who knows? And don’t get me wrong, I am not selfish in the normal college sense. I am not paying my whims and desires so much attention that I have no regard for anyone else… I just have found a way to spoil myself with peace. Coffee, knitting, quiet time. It is just all so good.
Okay so my blogging habits are poor at best, but maybe now that I’ve come clean on my inspiration and previous lack thereof, I will update more often again. Not that anyone cares, but it’s a nice hobby and a good way to take some time out for myself and do a little reflection. Maybe too since this is no longer linked with a business, I will get a little more transparent. That being said I am going to end with a verse that I’m striving to live out. Given that foray on selfishness, it’s important to remember that’s not what I’m created for…
Philippians 2:3-4 “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests but also to the interests of others.”
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Making Some Tangible Progress
Life is awesome! I am finally up and running on etsy! I have 4 things posted, and I could not be more thrilled.
On Friday I met up with a friend, Tori, and took pictures so that I could post some things on etsy.. Tori and I met through my wonderful brother, Travis (she is his girlfriend.) So, a week-ish ago I posted a status on facebook saying I needed a model and a better camera (see my last update.) She was one of the people that responded saying that she would like to help out. Well, I was naturally thrilled (she is gorgeous and simply a really fun person to be around.) I knew that she would look great in my things, and that it would be a blast to get out and take some pictures with her. So on Friday she came over to my apartment and we walked down by the lake and took some pictures. I have them posted on etsy and facebook, and the top of this post. It is awesome how kind and willing people can be, and she was just such an amazing help in the etsy process.
So yes, stuff is posted on etsy! Check it out at www.creationsbykc.etsy.com
Thanks to another great friend, Ruth, for telling about an opportunity in Athens this Sunday. It is a sustainability event that is hosted by a couple in Oconee County. Ruth will have some of her wonderful paintings and I will have some of my recycled bag bags and a scarf or two made from yarn I recycled from sweaters. It’s a somewhat political event, but I am going to steer clear of that aspect of things…However, I am all for sustainability, and look forward to seeing how other people are talking steps to help the environment. I also look really forward to getting my name out there and possibly selling a thing or two.
Check Ruth out here: http://www.facebook.com/100tinybluebirds (Check out her photo albums—she has some stunning paintings)
Check out information about the event here: Oconee County, GA Politics: A second Sustainability Showcase sponsored by Ocon...: "The Priests house is in the narrow area of an Athens mailing address in Oconee County, this near the newer shopping centers near the border ..."
And finally, one more shout-out goes to Holly Hess for featuring me on her blog. We met up last Thursday and she took some pictures of me for a photojournalism project. You can see some of those and read more about it on her blog: http://hollyshess.wordpress.com/2010/10/20/uga-knitwhits/#comments
Okay, well now I need to go recycle some yarn from a sweater. Thanks for reading!